Before I Forget
Circle
Diluted
Duality
Everything Ends
Eyeless
Gently
Heretic Anthem
Iowa
Left Behind
Me Inside
My Plague
Only One
People = Shit
Pulse Of The Maggots
Purity
Scream
Spit It Out
Surfacing
The Nameless
Vermilion Part 2
Vermillion
Vermillion pt. 2
Wait & Bleed

Before I Forget

GO!
Stapled shut - inside an outside world and I'm
Sealed in tight - bizarre but right at home
Claustrophobic - closing in and out i'm
Catastrophic - not again
I'm smeared across the page and doused in gasoline
I break you like a stain yet I'm the one who's obscene
Catch me up on all your sordid little insurrections
I've got no time to lose,
I'm just caught up in all the cattle

Fray the strings
Throw the shapes
Hold your breath
LISTEN!

I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget..
Before I forget that!(x2)

I'm ripped across this ditch and settled in the dirt
And I wear you like a stitch, yet I'm the one who's hurt
Pay attention to your twisted little indiscretions
I've got no right to win
I'm just caught up in all the battles

Locked in clutch
Pushed in place
Hold your breath
LISTEN!

I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget..
Before I forget that!(x2)

My end, it justifies my means
All I ever do is delay
My every attempt to evade
The end of the road and my end
It justifies my means
All I ever do is delay
My every attempt to evade
THE END OF THE ROAD!

I am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could stand
I will remember before I forget..
Before I forget that!(x3)

YEAH! YEAH! YEAH! YEAH! YEAH! YEAH! YEAH!
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH!

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Circle

Give me the dust of my fathers
Stand on the face of the ancients
Bare, the secret flesh of time itself

Follow me (Follow me)
I've come so far, I'm behind again
Follow me (Follow me)
I wish so hard I'm there again
Follow me (Follow me)
Follow me (Follow me)

All that I wanted were things I had before
All that I needed, I never needed more
All of my questions were answers to my sins
And all of my endings are waiting to begin

I know the way, but I falter
I can't be afraid of my patience
There's a sacred place Razel keeps safe

Follow me (Follow me)
I've seen so much, I'm blind again
Follow me (Follow me)
I feel so bad, I'm alive again
Follow me (Follow me)

All that I wanted were things I had before
All that I needed, I never needed more
All of my questions were answers to my sins
And all of my endings are waiting to begin

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Diluted

I'm cold, I'm ugly
I'm always confused by everything
I can stare into a thousand eyes
But every smile hides a bold-faced lie

It itches, it seethes, it festers and breathes
My heros are dead, they died in my head
Thin out the herd, squeeze out the pain
Something inside me has opened up again

Thoughts of me exemplified
All the little flaws I have denied
Forget today, forget whatever happened
Everyday I see a little more of overall deficiencies
I'm nothing short of being one complete catastrophe

What the hell - did I - do to deserve - all of this?

I save all the bullets from ignorant minds
Your insults get stuck in my teeth as they grind
Way past good taste, on our way to bad omens
I decrease, while my symptoms increase

God what the f**k is wrong
You act like you knew it all along
Your timing sucks, your silence is a blessing

All I ever wanted out of you was
something you could never be
Now take a real good look at
What you've f**king done to me

What the hell - did I - do to deserve - all of this?

Gimme any reason why I'd need you, boy
Gimme any reason not to f**k you up
Gimme any reason why I'd need you, bitch
Gimme any reason not to f**k you up

I see you in me

I keep my scars from prying eyes
Incapable of ever knowing why
Somebody breathe, I've got to have an answer

Why am I so fascinated by
bigger pictures, better things
But I don't care what you think
You'll never understand me

What the hell - did I - do to deserve - all of this?

f**k!!!

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Duality

I push my fingers into my eyes
Its the only thing
That slowly stops the ache
But its made of all
The things I have to take
Jesus it never ends
It works it's way inside
If the pain goes on...

I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited as my times elapsed
Now all I do is live with so much fate
I wished for this
I bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact
You cannot kill what you did not create
I've gotta say what I've gotta say and then I swear I'll go away
But I cant promise you'll enjoy the noise
I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like one big past
You are left with me 'cause you left me no choice

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing
That slowly stops the ache
If the pain goes on
I'm not gonna make it!

Put me back together
Or separate the skin from bone
Leave me all the pieces
Then you can leave me alone
Tell me the reality is better than the dream
But I've found out the hard way
Nothing is what it seems

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing
That slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all
The things I have to take
Jesus it never ends
It works it's way inside
If the pain goes on
I'm not gonna make it!

All I've got
All I've got Is Insane
All I've got
All I've got Is Insane
All I've got!
All I've got Is Insane!
All I've got!
All I've got Is Insane!

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing
That slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all
The things I have to take
Jesus it never ends
It works it's way inside
If the pain goes on
I'm not gonna make it

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Everything Ends

You are wrong, f**ked, and overrated!
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault!
This is the end of everything.
You are the end of everything.
I haven't slept since I woke up and found my whole life was a lie, motherf**ker!
This is the end of everything.
You are the end of everything!

AAAHHH...
Shallow skin, I can paint with pain.
I mark the trails on my arms with your disdain.
Everyday it's the same - I LOVE, YOU HATE.
But I guess I don't care any more.
AAAHHH...
Fix my problems with the blade.
While my eyes turn from blue to gray.
God, the worst thing happened to me today.
But I guess I don't care anymore.
AAAHHH...

You are wrong, f**ked, and overrated!
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault!
This is the end of everything.
You are the end of everything.
I haven't slept since I woke up and found my whole life was a lie, motherf**ker!
This is the end of everything.
You are the end of everything!

My flaws are the only thing left that's pure.
Can't really live, can't really endure.
Everything I see reminds me of her.
God I wish I didn't care anymore.
The more I touch, the less I feel.
I'm lying to myself that it's not real.
Why is everybody making such a big f**king deal?
I'm never gonna care anymore.

You are wrong, f**ked, and overrated!
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault!
This is the end of everything.
You are the end of everything.
I haven't slept since I woke up and found my whole life was a lie, motherf**ker!
This is the end of everything.
You are the end of everything!

You are wrong, f**ked, and overrated!
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault!
This is the end of everything.
You are the end of everything.
I haven't slept since I woke up and found my whole life was a lie, motherf**ker!
This is the end of everything.
You are the end of everything!

SUCKER...

What the hell am I doing?
Is there anyone left in my life?
What the f**k was I thinking?
Anybody want to tell me I'm fine?
Where the hell am I going?
Do I even need a reason to hide?
I am only betrayed!
I am only conditioned to die!

You are wrong, f**ked, and overrated!
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault!
This is the end of everything.
You are the end of everything.
I haven't slept since I woke up and found my whole life was a lie, motherf**ker!
This is the end of everything.
You are the end of everything!

You are wrong and overrated!
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault!
This is the end of everything.
You are the end of everything.
I haven't slept since I found my whole life was a lie!
This is the end of everything.
You are the end of everything!

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Eyeless

YEAH!!!

Insane - Am I the only motherf**ker with a brain?
I'm hearing voices but all they do is complain
How many times have you wanted to kill
Everything and everyone - Say you'll do it but never will

You can't see California without Marlon Brando's eyes

I am my Father's son
Cuz he's a phantom, I'm a mystery and that leaves me
NOTHING!
How many times have you wanted to die?
It's too late for me. All you have to do is get rid of me!

You can't see California without Marlon Brando's EYES!

It's all in your head
It's all in my head
It's all in your head

I tried - You lied to me for so long
Everywhere I go, there's a sense of it
Freak on my antics and give me a choice
Doesn't matter if I give a shit
It's shit that you gave me

You can't see California without Marlon Brando's eyes

It's all in your head
It's all in my head
It's all in your head.

Do you wanna feel pain? Takin' my name in vain
Caring never felt so lame inside
Anybody else got pride? Do you wanna take my life?
Maybe I'll reverse my ride
Who the f**k are you? f**k YOU!
Better suck it up cuz you bled through
Better get away from me
Stay the f**k away from me!

I feel safe - Seems your saved
I feel safe - it seems your saved

Look me in my brand new eye

Mother f**kER!!

Look me in my brand new eye

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Gently

Gently, my mind escapes into the relaxing
world of pleasure, a pleasure that'll take
my mind off the realities of my life,
my past life... life as I know it now.

And whatever may come, it slowly
disappears to somewhere in the back
of my mind. It will remain there,
until I wish to retrieve it.

Yes, I will stay here for a while,
for I need the break. A break from the
pressures of life, and everything
that lays in the palm of life's hands...life's hands.

This moment's incredible. It's out of
this world. Too bad I must always leave it...
... that's life.
... that's life.
... that's life.
... that's life.

...SHIFT!
...SHIFT!
...SHIFT!
...SHIFT!
...SHIFT!

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Heretic Anthem

8...7...666...5 4 3 2 1...

YEAH!

I'm a pop star threat and I'm not dead yet
got a super dred bet with an angel drug head
like a dead beat winner, I wanna be a sinner
an idolized bang for the industry killer
a hideous man that you don't understand
throw a suicide party and I'm guaranteed to f**kin snap
it evilsonic, it's pornoholic
breakdowns, obscenities, its all i wanna be

if you're 555, then I'm 666
if you're 555, I'm 666
Well if you're 555 I'm 6!!!!!6!!!!!6!!!!!
[whats it like to be a heretic?]
If you're 555 I'm 6!!!!!6!!!!!6!!!!!
[whats it like to be a heretic?]


eveybody's so infatuated
everybody's so completely sure of what we are
everybody defamates from miles away
but face to face
they haven't got a thing to say
i bleed for this and i bleed for you
still you look in my face like i'm somebody new
toy, nobody wants anything i've got
which is fine because you're made of everything i'm not

if you're 555, then i'm 666
if you're 555, i'm 666
Well if you're 555 I'm 6!!!!!6!!!!!6!!!!!
[whats it like to be a heretic?]
If you're 555 I'm 6!!!!!6!!!!!6!!!!!
[whats it like to be a heretic?]

YEAH!

Humph,argh,argh,HERETIC!

YEAH!

30 seconds, 16, 8, 4, lemme tell ya why
i haven't the slightest, i'm teaching your brightest
they're listening , clamouring
all the money in the world can't buy me
go ahead, lie to me
tell me again how your tortured
i wanna know how you followed your orders so well
you're full of shit
you had a dream, but this ain't it

If your 555 im 666
If your 555 im 666
If your 555 then im 6!!!!!6!!!!!6!!!!!
(whats it like to be HERETIC?)
If your 555 then im 6!!!!!6!!!!!6!!!!!
(whats it like to be ...)
HERETIC!!!!!!!!!

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Iowa

Relax... it's over, you belong to me;
I fill your mouth with dirt;
Relax... it's over, you can never leave;
I take your second digit with me ... Love...;
You are... my first, I can barely breathe;
I find you fascinating;
You are... my favorite, lay you down to sleep;
It's all that I can do to stop...
Love...;
So blue... so broken, paper doll decays;
I haven't left you yet;
So cold... subversive, your eyes are full of bleach;
Tomorrow, I will go away again... Love...;
YOU ARE MINE, YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MINE;
I CAN TEAR YOU APART;
I CAN RECOMBINE YOU;
ALL I WANT IS TO COVET YOU ALL;
YOU BELONG TO ME;
I WILL KILL YOU TO LOVE YOU.

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Left Behind

I've known
Faces that have disappeared in time
Find me wraped in glass and slowly soaked in lime
All my
Friends have pictures meant to make you cry
I've seen this and wondered
What i've done to calcify

(I ignore you)

As i close my eyes,
I feel it all slipping away
(I come towards you)
We all got left behind,
We let it all slip away
(I ignore you)
As i close my eyes,
I feel it all slipping away
(I come towards you)
We all got left behind,
We let it all slip away

I can't stand to see
Your thalidomide robot face
I Don't even try it
You have to be a liar
Just to infaltrate me
I'm still drowning!

(I ignore you)

As i close my eyes,
I feel it all slipping away
(I come towards you)
We all got left behind,
We let it all slip away
(I ignore you)
As i close my eyes,
I feel it all slipping away
(I come towards you)
We all got left behind,
We let it all slip away

Take this away
Take this away
I can feel it on my mouth
I can taste you on my fingers
I can hear you like the Holy Ghost
And kill you if you get too close

(I ignore you)

As i close my eyes,
I feel it all slipping away
(I come towards you)
We all got left behind,
We let it all slip away
(I ignore you)
As i close my eyes,
I feel it all slipping away
(I come towards you)
We all got left behind,
We let it all slip away

We let it all slip away (Repeated)7x

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Me Inside

INSIDE!!!

Giving in to what has got me
Feeling claustrophobic scars
Severed me from all emotion
Life is just too f**king hard
Snap! Your face was all it took
Cuz this need ain't doin' me no good
Fall on my face, but can't you see?
This f**king life is killing me!

Tearing me / Inside

Too far gone, I'm catatonic
Leaving you to criticize
Empty shell and running naked
All alone... lobotomized
Back and forth between my hang-ups
It isn't easy to be hated
Where do ya go? Whaddya do?
Simpleton, impromptu, crazy eight
I never cared, not once
Gotta get away!

Tearing me / Inside

I wasn't promised a thing
You keep mocking me
But you will never again
Before you know - after you're gone

Gone

Somos feos y apestamos y pero reinamos hoto muthaf**ka

I wasn't promised a thing
You keep mocking me
But you will never again
Before you know - after you're gone

Gone

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My Plague

I'm in conniptions
For the final act
You came here for
The one derivative
You manage is the
One I abhor
I need a minute to elaborate
For everone the
Everyday bullsh*t things
That you have done
Your impossible ego
f**k is like a
Megalomaniacal tab
On my tonque
You f**kin' touch me
I will rip you apart
I'll reach in and take
A bite out of that sh*t
You call a heart...

I don't mind being ogled
Ridiculed
Made to feel minuscule
If you consider the source
It's kinda pitiful
The only thing you really
Know about me is
That's all you'll ever know

I know why you blame me
I know why you blame yourself
I know why you plague me
I know why you plague yourself

I'm turning it around
Like a knife in the shell
I wanna understand why
But I'm hurting myself
I haven't seen alot reasons
To stop it
I can't just drop it
I'm just a b*stard
But at least I admit it
At least I admit it

I know why you blame me
I know why you blame yourself
I know why you plague me
I know why you plague yourself

Kill you
f**k you
I will never be you
Kill you
f**k you
I will never be you
I can't f**kin' take it
Anymore
A snap of the synapse
And now it's f**kin' war
Kill you
f**k you
I will never be you

I know why you blame me
I know why you blame yourself
I know why you plague me
I know why you plague yourself

I know why you blame me
I know why you blame yourself
I know why you plague me
I know why you plague yourself

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Only One

Pain - made to order
Pain - made to order
Pain - made to order
Pain

I'm not the second coming, I'm the first wave
Better get an army, cuz the fire left me unscathed
You betcha bottom dollar I'm the top of the shit pile
So stick around cuz I'll get to you in just a few
Step off the achtung, get back or get stung
Idiotic sense of yourself, are you that dumb?
Entire legion of me, totalitarian
The one and only muthaf**ka, top of the world man

Cuz I can't stand it, planned it, gonna crash land it
In other words, consider me branded
Another version of me, another version of you
Both barrels - what you gonna do?

All I hear is human noise
You made your own f**kin' choice
I belong to only me
Silence for my revelry

I can only die over time
Filthy hands, stay away from mine
Every reason is a right to hate
Painful clutch - death is fine, gimme mine

Only one of us walks away
Only one of us walks away
Only one of us walks away
Only one of us walks away

Somebody explain this
You don't care cuz you don't exist
What the f**k is this another joke?
Reckoning!

Only one of us walks away
Only one of us walks away
Only one of us walks away
Only one of us walks away
Only one of us walks away(Walks away)
Only one of us walks away(Walks away)
Only one of us walks away(Walks away)
Only one of us walks away(Walks away)

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People = Shit

Here we go again, motherf**ker

Come on down, and see the idiot right here
Too f**ked to beg and not afraid to care
What's the matter with calamity anyway?
Right? Get the f**k outta my face
Understand that i can't feel anything
It isn't like I wanna sift through the decay
I feel like a wound, like I got a f**kin'
Gun against my head, you live when I'm dead

One more time, mother f**ker

Everybody hates me now, so f**k it
Blood's on my face and my hands, and I
Don't know why, I'm not afraid to cry
But that's none of your business
Whose life is it? Get it? See it? Feel it? Eat it?
Spin it around so i can spit in its face
I wanna leave without a trace
Cause I don't wanna die in this place

People = Shit (x5)
People = Shit (Whatcha gonna do?)
People = Shit (Cuz I am not afraid of you)
People = Shit (I'm everything you'll never be)
People = Shit

It never stops - you can't be everything to everyone
Contagion I'm sitting at the side of Satan
What do you want from me?
They never told me the failure I was meant to be
Overdo it - don't tell me you blew it
Stop your bitchin' and fight your way through it
I'M - NOT - LIKE - YOU - I - JUST - f**k - UP

C'mon mother f**ker, everybody has to die
C'mon mother f**ker, everybody has to die

People = Shit (x14)
People = Shit (Whatcha gonna do?)
People = Shit (Cuz I am not afraid of you)
People = Shit (I'm everything you'll never be)
People = Shit

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Pulse Of The Maggots

This is the year where hope fails you
The test subjects run the experiment
And the bastards you know is the hero you hate
But cohesion is possible if we try
There's no reason,THERE'S no lesson, no time like the present
Tell me right now, what have you got to lose?
What have you got to lose, except your soul?
Who's with us?!

(I fight) for the unconventional
(My right) and its unconditional
(I can only) be as real as I can
The disadvantage is I never knew the plan
(This isn't) just a way to be a martyr
(I can't) walk alone any longer
(I fight) for the ones who can't fight
And if I lose, at least I tried!

(We) We are the new diabolic
(We) We are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life, you can have it
(We) We are the pulse of the maggots

(I won't) be the inconsequential
(I won't) be the wasted potential
I can make it as severe as I can
Until you realize you'll never take a stand
(It isn't) just a one-sided version
(We've dealt) with a manic subversion
(I won't) let the truth be perverted
And I won't leave another victom deserted

(We) We are the new diabolic
(We) We are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life, you can have it
(We) We are the pulse of the maggots

(Do you understand?) Yes (x4)

Say it again, say it again
(We won't die) (x8)

(We fight) 'til no one can fight us
(We live) and no one can stop us
(We pull) when we're pushed to far
And the advantage is, the bottom line is
(We never) had to fight in the first place
(We only) had to spit back in their face
(We won't) walk alone any longer
What doesn't kill us only makes us stronger

(We) We are the new diabolic
(We) We are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life, you can have it
(We) We are the pulse of the maggots

(Do you understand?) Yes (x4)

Say it again, say it again
(We won't die) (x4)

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Purity

Maze...psychopathic daze...I create this waste
Back away from tangents, on the verge of drastic
ways...can't escape this place...I deny your face
Sweat gets in my eyes, I think I'm slowly dying

Put me in a homemade cellar
Put me in a hole for shelter
Someone hear me please, all I see is hate
I can hardly breathe, and I can hardly take it

HANDS ON MY FACE OVER BEARING I CAN'T GET OUT

Lost...gone at my own cost...fearing laughter, scoffed
Learning from the rush (rest?), detached from such and such
Bleak...all around me, weak...listening, incomplete
I am not a dog, but I'm the one your dogging

I am in a buried kennel
I have never felt so final
Someone find me please, losing all reserve
I am f**king gone, I think I'm f**king dying

You all stare, but you'll never see
The something inside me
There's something in you I despise

Cut me - show me - enter - I am
willing and able and never any danger to myself
Knowledge of my pain, knowledge of my pain
Or was my tolerance a phase?
Empathy, out of my way
I can't die

Purity

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Scream

Scream!

Fell forth, destroy the source
I Can't see and my voice is hoarse
Trying to wash your hands off
You should know better than to leave us in disgust

Let me take you right to the point
All you ever do is encage in disjoint
That does it the time has arrived
Take it or leave it you better not side

You did it again
All you ever did was doubt
What do you want?
Let me tell you what it's all about

One life
Nine hearts
And eighteen hands that'll rip you all apart

We're here to decimate
To show you all we will never fall
It's gonna get serious
And critical
Don't stop because the feeling is terminal

Scream!
Scream like you never have before
Scream!
Scream till you can't scream anymore
Scream!
Scream like your throat is bleeding
Scream!
Scream till your heart stops beating
Scream for me!

Get off of me, and get away
Show the whole damn world this will never die
No matter how the energies scatter
Got to know nothing exists but the dream

Give it all
Till there's nothing left to give
Save it all
Quit saving you
If you're going to let the pain inside
Never under estimate the way you live your life

Scream!
Scream like you never have before
Scream!
Scream till you can't scream anymore
Scream!
Scream like your throat is bleeding
Scream!
Scream till your heart stops beating
Scream for me!

All our lives
All we ever sacrificed has paid
Everything
Everything is possible to me
Why no fate?
Found everything that I had to take away
Save your life
Save it all that mean something to me

All our lives
All we ever sacrificed has paid
Everything
Everything is possible to me
Why no fight?
Found everything that I had to take away
Save your life
Save it all and make a better way
Yeah

This stress, is a feeling that you can't compress
Everything your going through is total stress
Are you going to be a momentary kane and run a wreck?
HOW WILL YOU HANDLE THE MATTER, AND PROVE YOU EXIST?

All our lives
All we ever sacrificed has paid
Everything
Everything is possible to me
Why no fight?
Found everything that I had to take away
Save your life
Save it all and make a better way

All our lives
All we ever sacrificed has paid
Everything
Everything is possible to me
Why no fight?
Found everything that I had to take away
Save your life
Save it all and make a better way

Scream!
Scream!
Scream!
Scream!
Scream!
Scream!
Scream!
Yeah!

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Spit It Out

Since you never gave a damn in the first place
Maybe it's time you had the tables turned
'Cause in the interest of all involved I got the problem solved
And the verdict is guilty...

...Man nearly killed me
Steppin' where you fear to tread
Stop, drop and roll
You were dead from the git-go!
Big mouth f**ker, stupid cocksucker
Are you scared of me now? Then you're dumber than I thought
Always is, and never was
Foundation made of piss and vinegar
Step to me, I'll smear ya
Think I fear ya? Bullshit!
Just another dumb punk chompin' at this tit
Is there any way to break through the noise?
Was it something that I said that got you bent?
It's gotta be that way if you want it
Sanity, literal profanity hit me!

Spit it out
All you wanna do is drag me down
All I wanna do is stamp you out
Spit it out
All you wanna do is drag me down
All I wanna do is stamp you out

Maybe it's the way you spread a lotta rumor fodder
Keepin' all your little spies and leaving when you realize
Step up, fairy
I guess it's time to bury your ass with the chrome
Straight to the dome
You heard me right, bitch, I didn't stutter
And if you know what's good, just shut up and beg, brother
Backstab - don't you know who you're dissin'?
Side swipe,we know the Ass that your kissin'
Bigity-biggidy bitch boy, halfway hauser
Don't hear shit cuz I keep gettin' louder
Come on and get a face full 'o tatic
Lipping off hard, going home in a basket
You got no pull, no power, no nothing
Now you start shit?
Well, ain't that something?
Payoffs don't protect, and you can hide if you want
But I'll find you, comin' up behind you!

Spit it out
All you wanna do is drag me down
All I wanna do is stamp you out
Spit it out
All you wanna do is drag me down
All I wanna do is stamp you out

'Bout time I set this record straight
Cuz all the needlenose punchin' is making me irate
Sick o' my bitchin' fallin' on deaf ears
Where you gonna be in the next five years?
The crew and all the fools, and all the politix
Get your lips ready, gonna gag, gonna make you sick
You got dick when they passed out the good stuff
BAM!
Are you sick of me?
Good enough, had enough!

f**k me! I'm all out of enemies!
f**k me! I'm all out of enemies!
f**k me! I'm all out of enemies!
f**k me! I'm all out of enemies!
f**k me! I'm all out of enemies!
f**k me! I'm all out of enemies!
f**k me! I'm all out of enemies!
f**k me! I'm all out of enemies!

Spit it out
All you wanna do is drag me down
All I wanna do is stamp you out
Spit it out
All you wanna do is drag me down
All I wanna do is stamp you out

Spit!
Spit!
Spit!
Spit!
Spit... it out!

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Surfacing

f**k YOU ALL!

Running out of ways to run
I can't see, I can't be
Over and over and under my skin
All this attention is DOING ME IN!

f**k IT ALL! f**k THIS WORLD!
f**k EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR!
DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST!
DON'T GIVE A SHIT!
DON'T EVER JUDGE ME!

Picking through the parts exposed
Taking shape, taking shag
Over and over and under my skin
All this MOMENTUM is DOING ME IN!

f**k IT ALL! f**k THIS WORLD!
f**k EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR!
DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST!
DON'T GIVE A SHIT!
DON'T EVER JUDGE ME!
and don't you f**kin' touch me

You got all my love, livin' in your own hate
Drippin' hole man, hard step, no fate
Show you nuthin', but I ain't holdin' back
Every damn word I say is a sneak attack
When I get my hands on you
Ain't a f**king thing you can do
Get this cuz you're never gonna get me
I am the very disease you pretend to be

I am the push that makes you move (x4)

f**k IT ALL! f**k THIS WORLD!
f**k EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR!
DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST!
DON'T GIVE A SHIT!
DON'T EVER JUDGE ME!

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The Nameless

Pathetic/Begin/Accept it/Undermine
Your opinion/My justification
Happy/Safe/Servant/Caged
Malice/Utter weakness
No toleration - invade
Committed/Enraged/Admit it
Don't condescend/Don't even disagree
Desire/Decay/Disappoint/Delay
You've suffered then/Now suffer unto me

Obsession - take another look
Remember - every chance you took
Decide - either live with me
Or give up - any chance you have of being free

(Don't go) I never wanted anybody more than I wanted you...
(I know) The only thing I ever really loved was hate...

Anyone/No/Anything/Yes/Anyway/Fall/Anybody/Mine
Anybody/Tell me
I want/YOU/I need/YOU/I'll have/YOU/I won't
Let anybody have YOU
Obey/ME/Believe/ME/Just trust/ME/Worship/ME/Live for/ME
Be grateful/NOW/Be honest/NOW/Be precious/NOW/
Be mine/Just love me

Possession - feed my only vice
Confession - I won't tell you twice
Decide - either die for me
Or give up - any chance you had of being free

(Don't go) I never wanted anybody more than I wanted you...
(I know) The only thing I ever really loved was hurting you...
(Don't go) I never wanted anybody more than I wanted you...
(I know) The only thing I ever really loved was hate...

Stay inside the hole - let me take control
Dominate
You are nothing more - you are something less
Innocent
Something has to give - something has to break
Omnipresent
Fingers in your skin - let my salvage in
You deserve it

(Don't go) I never wanted anybody more than I wanted you...
(I know) The only thing I ever really loved was hurting you...
(Don't go) I never wanted anybody more than I wanted you...
(I know) The only thing I ever really loved was hate...

You're mine (you derserve it)

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Vermilion Part 2

She seemed dressed in all of me
Stretched across my shame,
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me.

I'd do anything have her to myself,
Just to have her for myself.

Now I don't know what to do,
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad.

She is everything to me,
The unrequited dream,
The song that no one sings,
The unattainable.
She's a myth that I have to believe in,
All I need to make it real is one more reason.

I don't know what to do,
I don't know what to do when she makes me sad.

But I won't let this build up inside of me.
I won't let this build up inside of me.
I won't let this build up inside of me.
I won't let this build up inside of me.

A catch in my throat, choke,
Torn into pieces, I won't. No.

I don't want to be this but
I won't let this build up inside of me (won't let this build up inside of me) x4

She isn't real.
I can't make her real.
She isn't real.
I can't make her real.

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Vermillion

She seems dressed in all the rings
Of past fatalaties
So fragile yet so devious
She continues to see
Climatic hands that press
Her temples and my chest
Enter the night that she came home
Forever

Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad)

She is everything and more
The solemn hypnotic
My Dahlia, bathed in posession
She is someone to me

I get nervous, perverse when I see her it's worse
But the stress is astounding
It's now or never she's coming home
Forever

Oh (She's the only one that makes me sad)

Hard to say what caught my attention
fixed and crazy, Aphid Attraction
Carve my name in my face, to recognize
Such a pheromone cult to terrorize

I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

(Yeah!)

I'm a slave, and I am a master
No restraints and, unchecked collectors
I exist through my name, to self-oblige
She is something in me, that I despise

I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me

SHE ISN'T REAL!
I CAN'T MAKE HER REAL!
SHE ISN'T REAL!
I CAN'T MAKE HER REAL!

(She isn't real, I can't make her real)
(She isn't real, I can't make her real)

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Vermillion pt. 2

She seemed dressed in all of me
Stretched across my shame
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me
I'd do anything to have her to myself
Just to have her for myself
Now I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad

She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
A song that no one sings
The unattainable
Shes a myth that I have to believe in
All I need to make it real is one more reason
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to do
When she makes me sad

But I won't let this build up inside of me
I won't let this build up inside of me
(x 3)

I catch in my throat
Choke
Torn into pieces
I won't......no
I don't want to be this

But I won't let this build up inside of me
(won't let this build up inside of me)
I won't let this build up inside of me
(won't let this build up inside of me)
I won't let this build up inside of me
(won't let this build up inside of me)
I won't let this build up inside of me
(won't let this build up inside of me......won't let this build up inside of me)

She isn't real
(won't let this build up inside of me)
I can't make her real
(won't let this build up inside of me)
She isn't real
(won't let this build up inside of me)
I can't make her real
(won't let this build up inside of me)

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Wait & Bleed

I've felt the air rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed.
I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed.

Goodbye!

I wipe it off on tile, the light is brighter this time
Everything is 3D blasphemy
My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up
This is not the way I picture me
I can't control my shakes, how the hell did I get here?
Something about this, so very wrong
I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this
Is it a dream or a memory?

I've felt the air rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed

Get outta my head cause I don't need this
Why didn't I see this?
I'm a victim Manchurian candidate
I have sinned by just
Makin' my mind up and takin' your breath away!

I've felt the air rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed
I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed.

Goodbye!

You haven't learned a thing
I haven't changed a thing
The flesh was in my bones
The pain was always free
You haven't learned a thing
I haven't changed a thing
The flesh was in my bones
The pain was always free

I've felt the air rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell I wait and bleed
I've felt the hate rise up in me
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves
I wander out where you can't see
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed.

And I wait for you!